POEMS
by
Samn Stockwell

Magma

For a while it was stylish to get so close

to the camera, cheek and nose filled

the frame; even if you weren’t angry,

the pores looked volcanic. That is how close

she is to the waitress, jaw jutting

over her plate of eggs.

 

She erupts while the waitress, head down,

serves coffee to the next patron, unconcerned

diners stirring extra cream in their coffee.

 

The woman is wearing jeans and a striped shirt

and flings her hands out to her sides

in the universal sign of frustration,

her hands swollen

in the universal sign of arthritis.

 

Look at the writer distracted by a window,

the woman distracted from the pain in her knuckles

by her bleak choices, and the diners

celebrating their ongoingness, which even

the waitress feels, even the squirrels the writer

is distracted by notice

Magma

For a while it was stylish to get so close

to the camera, cheek and nose filled

the frame; even if you weren’t angry,

the pores looked volcanic. That is how close

she is to the waitress, jaw jutting

over her plate of eggs.

 

She erupts while the waitress, head down,

serves coffee to the next patron, unconcerned

diners stirring extra cream in their coffee.

 

The woman is wearing jeans and a striped shirt

and flings her hands out to her sides

in the universal sign of frustration,

her hands swollen

in the universal sign of arthritis.

 

Look at the writer distracted by a window,

the woman distracted from the pain in her knuckles

by her bleak choices, and the diners

celebrating their ongoingness, which even

the waitress feels, even the squirrels the writer

is distracted by notice

portrait, post-captivity

He woke, his face littered

with the sound of the train.

 

Hurrying down an escalator,

he didn’t recognize his reflection

or posture, something alien

in the way the head tilts and tics.

He weaved across an unremembered past

to the cold canyon of his car,

a sheaf of forms in his hands.

portrait, post-captivity

He woke, his face littered

with the sound of the train.

 

Hurrying down an escalator,

he didn’t recognize his reflection

or posture, something alien

in the way the head tilts and tics.

He weaved across an unremembered past

to the cold canyon of his car,

a sheaf of forms in his hands.

elm hill

A tatting of even lawn knits 17

ranch houses, 12 condominiums,

and 10 barking dogs

 

The field at the end is circled

by a mud track churned by ATVs,

the brook a splash between two

banks of milkweed and Indian Paintbrush

 

Here my dog bathes

serene, aloof,

after rousting wild turkeys

 

People come to the field,

scraping at their emotions.

 

The brook courses around

them. For me, the field

is the last link to something I love.

 

What is home, that it could be so small?

byway

I was walking down the unknown road of a holiday destination

thinking why hadn’t we traveled this way, and earlier at the restaurant

I told the waiter we didn’t need the highchair, now beyond childbearing and

why hadn’t we seen this lake before with its quiet fishing boats and swimmers?

 

Why was I worried someone would mistake me for who I am?

Last night I had a dream we were sitting at the table of the future

planning for death and other accompaniments. A large screen TV

played a newer drama and in hearing it, we knew everything

about the present would be extinguished but the rail bed –

even the shaking of rugs and someone drying silver – what a thing

to miss, the ordering of spoons and forks in a drawer –

elm hill

A tatting of even lawn knits 17

ranch houses, 12 condominiums,

and 10 barking dogs

 

The field at the end is circled

by a mud track churned by ATVs,

the brook a splash between two

banks of milkweed and Indian Paintbrush

 

Here my dog bathes

serene, aloof,

after rousting wild turkeys

 

People come to the field,

scraping at their emotions.

 

The brook courses around

them. For me, the field

is the last link to something I love.

 

What is home, that it could be so small?

byway

I was walking down the unknown road of a holiday destination

thinking why hadn’t we traveled this way, and earlier at the restaurant

I told the waiter we didn’t need the highchair, now beyond childbearing and

why hadn’t we seen this lake before with its quiet fishing boats and swimmers?

 

Why was I worried someone would mistake me for who I am?

Last night I had a dream we were sitting at the table of the future

planning for death and other accompaniments. A large screen TV

played a newer drama and in hearing it, we knew everything

about the present would be extinguished but the rail bed –

even the shaking of rugs and someone drying silver – what a thing

to miss, the ordering of spoons and forks in a drawer –

Samn Stockwell has published in Agni, Ploughshares, and the New Yorker, among others. Her two books, Theater of Animals and Recital, won the National Poetry Series (USA) and the Editor’s Prize at Elixir, respectively. In July 23, her new book, Musical Figures, will be published by 30 West.  Recent poems are in On the Seawall & Sugar House Review and are forthcoming in Plume and others.